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make a joke and i will sigh
and you will laugh and i will cry

happiness i cannot feel
love to me is so unreal

life goes on...too fast too slow
all that's left is an afterglow

all round me mocking voices shout
is it me they're talking bout?

what's in a name? what's in a soul?
if you've got no self respect, no self control?

i'm all laughs, fake smiles
can't believe i'm so civilized

not sure i am what i want to be
not sure if what i am is free

every fall is so steep, so deep
i'm not quite sure, if i'm mine to keep.